Hi peoples. So, I have a pretty involved meditation and energy alchemy routine that does involve certain psychoactive chemicals where I go into trance and work on my subconscious energy with spirits and "aliens." I've been doing this for 6 years. Over the last month or two, I have been having very strong "presence" feelings as if there are about 8-10 amphibious aliens in my presence, the feeling of being lifted up into a ship and traveling through hyperspace, and the feeling of this incredible light vibrating my body and illuminating it from the inside, with this oscillating "waa waa waa waa waa" sound. At times I really felt like I was going to be beamed up, but it didn't happen.
What I seem to "know" in their presence is that they are merging with me. I really am scarce on details about their purpose is, but whenever I go back into trance, they are even more evident than the last time. They are sort of like frog-men. They are rather short, maybe 2-3 feet tall. They have webbed feet and hands. I would guess they are of androgynous. Recently, I've started to feel like I am turning into a human/frog/amphibious hybrid.
They appear to be very lighthearted and joyous. They get really excited at times, and it is quite nice. I actually am doing very well lately. Things are really starting to pick up steam in my life. I did have to go through a bit of a WTF did I do kind of moment last week, as I was really kind of concerned about being turned into a fish lol. But this panic subsides as I pull out of trance, and this panic seems to coincide with really explosive growth spiritually. The last time was like nothing I've ever experienced. They assisted me in pulling energy from my root chakra up my spine and out over my head in a violent release. About 10 hours later, I was overwhelmed with chaotic imagery, like watching 10 random TVs at once in my head. I think I was clearing out karma. I felt much better after, and I feel great now.
Does anyone know anything about these kinds of perceptions? I think this might just be metaphorical energy growth/change, but I did feel like there was intelligence there.
Oh yeah one thing. At times, there is this terror that they're using me to infiltrate and destroy life on Earth, but I think that's probably just my upbringing. Plus what the hell power would I have to stop them if they wanted. So whatever...
Thanks!
Submitted February 02, 2017 at 10:13PM by ZeroNom http://ift.tt/2k7iMXH
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