I need to make contact... Is there a way?

Hello. My name is Robert Moore. In the past few years, I've been dealing with a lot of personal growth and self reflection that has led me to question the very fundamentals of our existence and the existence of the universe.

I've come to accept that we are all one in the universe, we are all a part of it and when we die we don't experience non-existence, because there is no such thing. As Alan Watts puts it, we are a part of what the whole universe is doing in the same way that a wave is a part of what the whole ocean is doing.

I feel like I am not myself. I feel as though I have woken up from hypnosis and I can sense that outside myself, or maybe deeper inside myself, there is a version of me that is more me than me. A truer form of myself. It is like this husk we call our bodies is supressing my true self.

I've had days where I've felt closer to my true self. Days where I had some weird feeling of deep content and understanding of myself. To describe what I felt like is difficult, but to describe how I felt when I went back to normal is what proves the difference to me... When I went back to feeling normal, I felt like I was being unnaturally suppressed. I felt a strange outside feeling of monotony and autonomy. If my emotions and feelings were colors, i would say it was like I caught a glimpse into seeing a myriad, hundreds and hundreds of colors I've never seen in my life, then went back to being only able to see 3 of them.

Now, I feel like this sort of facade or film put over our reality has melted away for me. People seem to cover up their insignificance with things that keep them busy, and those things only exist to cover up insignificance. Now that I am able to see past that film that covers insignificance... I have no reason to pursue the tasks that cover them up.

I realize I'm rambling now. I'm on my phone just trying to speak from my heart even when this autonomous husk wants to suppress that so I'm unable to.

I want to make contact with a non-human terras, an extraterrestial, so that I can find the answers to these questions. I don't even know what the questions are, but I know the questions are there. I know that I want them answered because something inside me tells me these answers to these questions will help me achieve that deeper me that I need.

If anyone knows of any way I can try and reach out and make contact with extra terrestials, please tell me.

Thank you.

Submitted July 26, 2017 at 01:53PM by robmoore675 http://ift.tt/2vJESDt