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I am reticent to share this but I am going to do it anyway in hopes of finding some interesting conversation or insight. Not many people I know are interested in this topic.

I have been rethinking my worldview and my spirituality. As a younger man, 25 years younger, I experimented with psychedelics. I was far too immature and had some strange experiences but nothing life changing.

I have been thinking, and ruminating, about the nature of reality, God, other dimensions, and life forms? That may exist in these other dimensions. I believe that we as a species understand very littleAbout The universe and if there is a reality what that even is.

So onto my experience, sorry for the throat clearing and context above. I took some edibles before bed tonight‘s ago. I awoke to a loud electrical sound. A better word would be a blaring electrical sound. In my mind I were a number of fractal sorts of shapes unwinding. I was immediately unsettled as the sound was so unusual and I felt as though it were coming from somewhere else not originating within my own mind. This led me to start asking questions in my mind, and I received answers. It seemed as though I wasn’t speaking to an individual but to a number of them that communicated with me together. It was not just words but a mixture of images and words.

I wish I were a mathematician or a physicist because I could’ve asked much more interesting questions. In short these entities told me they see everything and control everything, but not in the sense of the government or any kind of conspiracy stuff like that. It was more like my sense of reality, As if they were somehow creating and controlling the energy that makes up our reality.

I have to admit abduction stories are very hard for me to believe. But since I was speaking with someone or something that obviously existed in a manner much different from mine, I asked them if they took people. I got an undeniable yes. Over and over I was shown the image of a person being brought through the energy to another place. That is my best way to describe it. As they were showing me this the sound I had referred to earlier changed. And I got the sense that they were going to bring me through, but I was somehow made to understand that although I would be transported my body would stay here. But I did not get the sense that they were going to take my soul or my spirit or just my mind, but that I would indeed go from point a to point B, while my body also Stayed right in my bed. The image looked as though I would be’s sort of smeared between two places and exist in twoPlaces. I got the sense they do this all the time but it happens while we are asleep and we don’t remember it. I got the sense that this other place is an absolute different reality and would be so foreign to me that it would be maddening and so I fought being taken. Resisted is a better word. Although I have to say I felt as though they were starting to pull me through.

While this was happening, in the background I was trying to make sense of it trying to understand how this might work and how it might translate into abduction stories that I had previously heard where people said they were physically taken To another physical place like this one.I could not reconcile it and I don’t want to share my thoughts on it because Those are simply my thoughts and not anything communicated to me from outside.

That’s all I can remember, I don’t think I was pulled through, but even if I were I really don’t think I would even understand a moment of the experience., and therefore there would likely be no recognizable memory of it.

There is one other Kernal i’d like to communicate....I think we can ask them for things like health and peace and wisdom and things like that and they can somehow assist and I get the sense thatThese desires have to be pure and come from a good place or else they are rejected. I’m not sure where that thought comes from but it definitely arose from my experience.

To anyone who read this all, thank you for taking the time and being so patient with me I realize it’s very fuzzy and strange and inconclusive but I hoped to find a kindred spirit out there or two that may understand. Thank you.

Submitted June 13, 2018 at 12:04PM by ibraiderking https://ift.tt/2Mn7wCt