I was born in 1990. Brazil. Throughout my childhood I had this experiences.... I came from a Catholic family and had catechism classes at a church......... at that time as a kid I was very aware of things like when other kids couldn´t tell a person is been not sincere i could.... Nothing special just the way I perceived things was very aware...By that time doing the catechism classes I did not believed in God....The catechism never "proved" to me it´s existence neither any other experience I had ... Until I was about 15 years old when in a moment of extreme sadness (not that serious matters now but at that time it was) I had what I describe as a mind expansion, transcendence.....in this very brief experience i did not see god rsrsrs but as hard as it is to explain i felt it felt something like a conscious being no conversation nothing. i could say i was in space and felt it was alive and there was this conscious apart from space there ...later when i "waked up" in my backward i simply could not see myself as a non-believer in god anymore....This led to a spiritual awakening and experiences trought the years past and in a weird way I made the alien experiences stop like as if i had acquired control over it and just set in stone they will not reach me anymore...I don´t know if it actually stoped but i feel as it has........I feel explaining this may be important for the whole context....back to my childhood when things start happening ...... I can´t recall what was my age at time but no more than 6 years I was 5 or 6 years old my bedroom was the same as my parents. Imagine two rooms whithout the wall separating them mor like a retangle shape but with kinda of a open division in the center in one end my parents bed and a window at its side at the other end of the room another window my bed was from the middle of the room facing this other window.....One night i woke up and as i look to the window i saw this big head shadow in the window...my first thought was how come the dogs are not barking i had two huge shepards who had caught robbers once before....but them i realyzed the head was way too big ...no movement just stood there...i got scared look back at my parents bed as i turn my head i look at the other window two heads .... i don´t know why i didn´t scream or call my parents but i was so fucking scared i couldn´t... as i turn back the one head at my window was there but with looks like the arms raised up ....i instantly go under my sheets and that was it..dont remember if i fall to sleep or anything.....I don´t remember telling my parents....but after that the fear was settled.....and every night i was going to sleep with the fear of it happening again.....was them that I had this GIANT BOOK AND COMPUTER thing happen....and i only recall this two events after my "spiritual awekening" ... I recall being just waked up by the side of my parents bed in a state of shock and extreme affliction it was fisical affliction i could feel this terrible felling in my body like a itching and i keep repeting a giant book a giant book as my parents keep looking at me and telling me to calm down that everything was ok .... i don´t remember how long after the same thing happens but with a giant computer and it´s strange because it was like 1996 computers were not in every house i only had contact with one in my school......Also when i recalled it and told my parents they didn´t remember any of it ...after this time passes and again every night before sleep i was in fear of something happening again...by that time i was 11 or 12 and one night i just went to sleep and instead of going affraid i just said to myself man stop with it you can´t be going to sleep scared every day and i just think yeah maybe it was nothing be cool;;;; now this may sound weird but in the morning i woke up and i´ve allways used two blankets a brown one on top of a salmon one allways the brown on top of the salmon one......i woke up and the salmon blanket is on top of the brown one at first i didn´t think nothing about it ..... next day same thing going to bed felling good not scared when i woke up again the freaking salmon blanket on top ..at that point i did not think alien by any means... Them i asked my mom if she had changed it at night or something she says no ......third night again goint to sleep without fear ....as i woke up the two blankets were literally tied toguether with knots .... instantly it came to my mind and it was really weird cus it was like a voice like a thought that was not mine in my head said: You see it we are real we are here you don´t don´t believe in us, very hostile. Goddamn it i was petrified and the fear came back in full force...... I showed the tied blankets to my mom and she was like ok you sleepwalk and you tied it... I went to doctors ...conclusion... no I´m not a sleepwalker...I just could not explain it in other way it were freaking aliens but at this point the only thing i saw was shadows and the weird blanket thought in my mind at the last day, I dont know how but i knew it allways....fast foward one or two years after that we had a house at the beach and every year we went there for vacation since that day everyday going to sleep scared it had again become routine......So the house was full with other Family members in all bedrooms and i was sleeping in the room that was connected to the kitchen by half a wall and a concrete table connected to it.....One night I´m lying on the mattress in the room everybody sleeping and i was watching tv getting ready to sleep.......all that i´m gonna describe now happened really fast but may sound longer for you Reading..... i was there watching tv when the tv literally just went out of air then a big sound of Strong Wind hit outside i thought the Wind banged the antena down or something as I go and turn the tv off i heard this weird sound of fast footsteps outside them whem im back lying the pans and pots at the kitchen sink feel making a big noise them without looking again it was very fast as i hear the noise and think wtf i sense feel this thing coming from the kitchen and standing behind my head.....So i´m there laid down on the matress knowing there is a motherfucking alien behind me i was consulmed by fear but it has been so many years of fucking fear i don´t know how but i tilt back my head and saw it .......it was there a fucking grey a fucking alien behind me .....seriously the color of that thing it was like shades of gray that a mushroom have biological thing discusting ....I just blacked out don´t know if was the thing or just me but black out .......... i Wake up in the morning everyone eating breakfest ....my mom goes: Why didn´t you pick up this pans and pots in the floor?? As i stood up from the mattress everyone looks to me with a scared look .... i look at the side of my stomach a freaking purple bruise the size of my fist ....i tell them everything everyone laughts at my face...next morning no bruise like wtf big purple black bruise gone.......
That´s it after that i was crazy certain of everything ....years after i end up discovering this particular beach is like a hotspot for ufos e all my life i went there the house was complete when i was like 2 years old ... some years after im in the middle of the spiritual thing already in university i went there again with some friends and my girlfriend and this time happens a alien thing with everyone the whole group in the beach .... post is already too long so if interrested i can write it another time ... i would like to focus on the book and computer thing cus for me it is something important in all these......
Sorry for the size and the possible misspellings .....if there is any confusion please ask i´ll explain .
Submitted July 26, 2016 at 05:16PM by G-BR http://ift.tt/2auZzw3
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