I recently have come to truly believe that alien species are working with governments on Earth. I don't know yet exactly what I believe as far as agendas and theories go.
Though I've always considered myself open-minded, this awareness is...well I'm a little bit in shock and trying to understand how to integrate this information into my life choices and personal philosophy.
Something I'm especially struggling with is, as a depressed person diagnosed Bipolar and pervasive history of self hatred, harm and isolation, what implications are there for my cosmic responsibility to heal so that I can most effectively Be/spread "love" and peace in all its manifestations, as ETs must have had to learn to do in order to advance. And no matter which ET/human agendas are "real", love and belonging to a tribe will soon be necessary for survival, in my lifetime I believe. But I feel utterly broken in my ability to be in any genuine, give/receive relationship. I am also uneasy wondering whether my negativity may attract negative ET attention (according to some theories I've not yet thoroughly examined). If you have any thoughts on these matters I would love to speak with you.
TL;DR I would love to hear how your awareness of ETs (please mention your specific beliefs/experiences) has/is impacting your day to day choices, life style, and how you've integrated the awareness into your worldview and philosophy.
Thank you so much.
Submitted October 26, 2016 at 01:27AM by wayoutisthrough0 http://ift.tt/2fefGjc
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