Hello everyone,
First time poster here so I’m not sure what to expect in terms of responses. However, I thought that I would seek some thoughts on this subject from potentially interested persons rather than keeping this entirely to my own thoughts.
First let me reassure the sub that this isn’t a troll post. I have a strong love of space, of technology, and of science in general. I have no question what-so-ever that ETBIs exist.
I’ve also followed the subject for a number of years. I’m familiar with Whitley Strieber, Dr. Steven Greer and the Disclosure project, and Dr. David Jacobs and what he has discovered about “hubrids”. I’m also familiar with the subject in general. With respect, I am not seeking opinions about these individuals or their information. I’m mentioning this because I want to make it clear that I’m not new to the subject and that I am not trolling nor otherwise dismissing the subject.
Over the last year I’ve begun to wonder if I have experienced abductions and I'd like your opinions on the subject. Feel free to discuss it and to provide your thoughts.
For the majority of my childhood I experienced various paranormal events. I could go into detail about them but this isn’t a sub-reddit for paranormal stories so I don’t think that sharing them here would be appropriate. For the purpose of this sub, however, I will say that I’ve encountered two different types of shadow people (each at different times) and in a separate experience I had the covers pulled off of me in the middle of the night, in addition to approximately 10 or so other significant paranormal events.
Also pertinent to the topic, and I am more hesitant to admit this because I dislike the notion of claiming to have “special powers” as I don't think of it that way, but I’ve also always experienced what most would call being an empath; experiencing the emotions of other people and / or of locations. Others comment on this by telling me that I have a very calming presence or may describe me as being very “aware” or having “strong insight”.
As an example, the most recent experience with someone outside of my circle of social contacts was with a gentleman with a legitimate psychotic disorder (that is, a disconnection from reality). I was told that he was harmless but that had a habit of having intense behavior and even getting up into people’s faces. He did get a little worked up while speaking to me but he remained seated the vast majority of the time. Near the end of the conversation he told me that I have a very calming presence (there’s that phrase again) and even gave me one of his pennies which he had been counting repeatedly (strong OCD) and told me that he wanted me to have it (basically for good luck - he was a very nice, well meaning fellow).
Back to the topic at hand.
For a brief window of time, and I can’t say for sure how long this lasted but maybe for a few weeks(?), I began to experience PTSD-levels of fear regarding going to sleep. Respectfully, there are no other words to describe it. There was serious, legitimate fear of going to sleep. To the point that when I did fall asleep I would immediately jolt awake in terror in full heart pounding fight-or-flight mode. I’m in my 30s, I have martial arts training, and there is no legitimate reason to have experienced this.
Maybe some weeks after this insomnia-filled window of time passed I had a… dream.
In this dream my mother and father, who are still alive, entered my bedroom. They were their younger selves – maybe in their 20s or 30s at most. One grabbed my arms at the wrists and the other, who had walked to the foot of my bed, grabbed my ankles. I then began to feel a sucking sensation over the length of my entire body that effectively felt as though it was pulling me up off of my bed. The one who had a hold of my wrists said something that is impossible to forget: “We’ll finally have one of our own up there.” Her tone of voice was perhaps somewhat exasperated. The feeling that I had in this moment was one of competition, as though they were in competition with a couple of other species and getting me was adding something significant to their numbers because I was one of them.
At some point during their attempt to take me I realized that they had no physical strength. It would have been impossible for them to hold me and I realized, with complete certainty, that they weren’t actually trying to do so. They were in fact pantomiming. They wanted me to react physically, to try to physically fight off the abduction attempt which, I realized, was an entirely mental / non-physical attempt. They were keeping my mind and emotions focused on them. Once I realized this I simply let my mind relax and the abduction attempt ended within seconds of doing so. A part of my memory suggests that they simply walked out of my room or otherwise left at that point, although I’m not sure. I soon fell back into a deep sleep after this.
I learned years ago that ignoring a paranormal experience caused it to stop and eventually prevented future paranormal events from occurring.
The combination of the PTSD-like response to sleep (of all things) and this… dream.. has had me wondering about the topic of abduction. Could I be an abductee?
You may be wondering if I’ve ever seen the craft and the answer is predictably yes. I’ve seen them for most if not all of my life. Seeing them is perfectly normal to me, although I have no memory of seeing any of them up-close.
Your next question may be about missing time. Again, predictably, I have large chunks of my life that I simply can not remember. Being a fan of Quantum Leap I’ve always called it my “Swiss cheese memory”.
Regarding my parents and other family and their potential abduction experiences, I haven’t a clue. My mother is a very (and it bears repeating, very) religious person. It is not a subject that can be discussed with either my mother or father and I have no real relationship with my siblings, both of whom are quite religious themselves. As such discussing the subject with family simply is not a practical option.
Anyhow this post is long enough.
Perhaps I should also post this to /r/AlienAbduction/ and /r/Abductions/ ?
Submitted February 26, 2017 at 11:18PM by WendigoRunner http://ift.tt/2mkXcB6
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