There is one memory I have which is distinct from the rest. I was no older than 7, and I was 'suctioned' or magnetized to a sloped surface or table. The room was pure white and sterile, but with very calming medium-low lighting. It was somewhat large and surrounded by glass walls with a slightly darker hallway circling it just beyond the walls. There were three people outside the glass just going about their business, not paying much attention to me, and there was one person in the room with me wearing some type of mask. I say person because that's how I thought of them though they all looked exactly the same, with the most forgettable generic features. Maybe the features were even slightly blurred if that makes sense, I just got nothing when i looked at them. I remember feeling uncomfortable with how the person was touching me. I was naked and slightly cold.
To you this may seem like an accidentally fabricated memory, or a misremembering of a doctor's visit. But I guarantee that it was not, there was something so completely strange about the room that I can't put my finger on. To this day it feels almost like a religious experience and I tear up when I think of it. I try to remember more when I think about it but I don't want to add details that aren't there because it is important to me. Any advice or resources would be much appreciated.
Submitted November 29, 2017 at 05:45PM by willbo360 http://ift.tt/2i2Km6E
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