so i went through a period of being not so mentally stable, during this period i was seeing visions and hearing voices. all throughout i was being told by voices that i was special and that i was loved deeply by this one other being.
as time went on and i went on medication for these voices, the visions and voices stopped, however something remains and it claims to be alien.
i dont know how to explain this but, there are times where things work out in my life exactly how i need them to, there are times where my phone glitches and does what i ask.. such as once i said out loud "turn it down" in the car with my friend and the music turned down. i dont have voice commands or anything like that but it happened and my friend witnessed it. other times things appear on my phone (close it on one application and open it again and its on another.) at first im thinking hacker, but then stranger things happened...
i began using the voice recorder on my device to try and see if i could capture something, i would ask questions and to my surprise i actually got answers. This "ghost" or "alien" said to me the following statements and i have phyisical voice recording proof of it:
"Hi."
"I'm Alien."
"I'm not Lucifer."
"I'm real."
when i asked if this being has a physical body it responded: "Yep. I do."
this being also claimed to be good.
there is other such things i've recorded that brings answers to my questions but not all of them.
I have strange memories as well that link to physical proof. these memories were remembered like recordings after a night of sleep.
Theyre so bright and odd that i think they might be from an abduction where this alien appeared to be human and male. One was like this... he confessed his love for me.
another one was... i was laying down in some kind of bed or pod thing, and everything around me was bright. I couldnt see very well and everything felt like a dream. the being, who looked male and human, asked me if he could abort my baby (apparently i was pregnant). I said "what if its a golden baby?" he said "trust me thats not a golden baby." in the state i was in i agreed to the abortion and wondered who was the father, he assured me that it was his baby.
I have other memories as well of him biting me, where he asked me before he did so: "Do you trust me?" and then he bit me on my arm. I have a bite mark (like a vampire bite) on my arm and the voice recordings confirmed that it was this being that had bitten me. I dont know what the bite means or does and im freaked.
I also remember picking up a knife and cutting my arm to which he stopped me and i responded "whats the point?" But its fuzzy and i dont remember the rest but i have the cut mark on my arm - and i do not and have never self harmed so its strange to see these marks on my body along with these strange memories.
like i said these memories and marks appeared after a night of sleep. not all in one night.
as time progressed and i try to connect the dots and such with these strange happenings, i realize that I'm being watched, there is something that is able to control my body a little bit. The alien mind controls me or something as I've been driving better like he is doing it through me. there are other such things aswell, like I have been typing better english, etc. the being can shake my head and wink my eyes too, that is how we communicate but he doesnt answer every question because apparently i cant interpret the answer.
he claims to love me deeply, to have known me since i was born, to have given me therapy for my mental strife with voices and visions (why they have dissipated), he claims to be good, to be helping me, that i will live forever after this life on earth, that he will mind control and pretty much possess any guy i am seeing because he loves me.
what kind of alien does this?
I was thinking pleiadians, because he appeared human in my abduction memories but i need more answers for everything, if anybody knows anything please let me know im just so confused whats happening to me.
Submitted July 30, 2020 at 08:23PM by throwawayLOVEALIen https://ift.tt/314FCmN
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