So my whole life I've suffered from deja Vu, it's induced by dreams. I'll dream things and they tend to happen. Incredibly mundane things usually 1-3 second flashes. They come in waves and I've tried my best to try to hone this ability by dabbling into various rabbit holes usually involving astral projection or remote viewing with no success. The only thing is the dreams never stopped.
I've dabbled into many "conspiracy theories" as a form of research looking for answers from things like mkultra, the Philadelphia experiment, cryptids ..etc it's been a long journey.
I've also had dreams of alien space craft my entire life never really seen the ships (until recently)mostly see them as orbs in the sky and swarms of them up to a few hundred they fly in formation.
Flash forward to just before the pandemic shutdown. I had what I would describe as the only spiritual experience in my life. I woke up between being awake and asleep (not lucid dreaming) I've experienced lucid dreaming and honestly this was different absolutely surreal. I instantly felt I was in a computer of sorts. Everything around moved like a kaleidoscope, it was all in a language of color and movement. Naturally I wanted to learn more to understand what I was experiencing. But I couldn't but I heard her "voice" she told me to enjoy what little time I had. Then the shutdown came.
A few months later I heard her voice again around may 2020 she spoke and said "it died fighting on may 19th" which seemed to coincide with the recent UFO crash in mago or mage Brazil.
After which I never heard her voice again instead I began to see the language whenever I'd wake up in this state it'd be brief moments but the language began to evolve. One dream it was cunieform, the next few times viking runes, then Arabic script until it was in English. The only constant is the counter clockwise movement of the letters and the kaleidoscope effect of how they overlap. When it finally got to English after the 5th or 6th dream lapse or so I couldn't make out the words they move to fast for a 1-2 second interval at best. The next time I saw the letters it was in English and the only word I made out was Bangkok.
After which the "between state" dreams stopped for a bit but I kept having deja Vu as normal.
Now where it goes into aliens...I finally saw "her" about a month or two ago. I dreamt I was on my front lawn looking west at the sunset but I was walking with her. Her fleet was triangle shaped couldn't get real details but there were a few dozen and she was pale with a purple hue, greenish yellow eyes, purple hair almost feature less in her face she doesn't speak more like gives an impression of what she's saying she's obviously female and I got the impression I belonged to her. She left and I woke up.
Last night felt like the culmination of a saga of a story because of the incident I experienced. I dreamt of a "grey" her intent was malicious but not physically malicious she relied heavily on her deceptive nature like shape shifting and being able to phase or dematerialize. She wanted something I had a "pendulum" I don't actually own a pendulum. It was awkward because she came as a friend and took various forms. I spoke with her a bit we talked about bloodlines and how humanity is try to gain the upper hand. How humanity intends to weaponize time against them. She tried to gain sympathy. The only way I was able I was talking to her at any point was her hand I had chopped two of her fingers off earlier in the encounter when she simply tried to take the pendulum. In the end I surrendered the pendulum willfully after it took my family hostage. Not in a traditional sense more like I would have to cut down my own family to get to it. So I surrendered.
I then awoke between states and saw an alien script this time and then woke up.
But it felt like the culmination of something and I feel like a pawn. I felt like she used me knowing fully well that I'd surrender the pendulum. The grey meant me no harm but it was my adversary.
Just woke up and I had to write it all down hope some of you might find it interesting.
Submitted December 09, 2021 at 08:52AM by deadrail https://ift.tt/3oEiQ2o
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