I don't know if this has anything to do with extraterrestrials or some kind of mental syndrome, but I needed to put it out there... I've been constantly having this feeling that I'm some sort of protagonist about to have some big eye opening journey. That I have or are about to have the answers to something huge and important.
But I don't know what they are and every night when I haven't figured it out, I'm just disappointed in myself. The answers feel so close all the time but again... I don't know that they are. I feel like I'm destined for something, and that no matter what happens to me I'll live.
So many times I imagine myself getting hit by a car, being shot, robbed, mugged, or even assaulted, but no matter the situation, I see myself getting out alive.
Every time I walk down the street, I imagine myself gaining powers and either hiding them from the world to feel free or using them to destroy everything.
As amazing as these stories are... It hurts me everytime they don't come true. But they won't stop. The feeling like I'm important burdons my mind and takes a chunk away from my heart everytime I don't live up to those expectations.
I'm not sure why I felt the need to post this...
Maybe I'm waiting for someone to believe these fabricated stories and push them along... Maybe other world beings have caused it... or maybe I just need someone that actually understands what I'm going through.
Which ever way will be nice...
Submitted December 05, 2021 at 11:43PM by AloneMolasses6880 https://ift.tt/3Ijfmu1
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